Kohn Bördson should have been in an asylum, and he might have been if there was anyone crazy enough to put and keep him there. I'd heard of him when I was alive. Shoot, everyone in Western Nebraska had. He was a big tall Swede with graying red hair and eyes so piercing light blue that he seemed to create a shadow behind anything he stared at. No one I had talked who had cast that shadow seemed very happy about it.
Kohn had lived with a tribe of Lakota
Sioux for some years as a youngun. He could track anything that drew
breath, so said, and above all, he had a strange preoccupation with
thimbles; wore silver thimbles on his fingers at all times. Some
people thought he had lost the tips of his fingers in an Indian rite
or some accident, but this was not true. He wore them because hated
the feel of touching anything. He had also grown partial to the sound
they made tapping on a table or scraping along the grand stair
railing of a fine hotel.
“Kids?” he said pulling on his
mustache, “waste my time.”
“You are in my debt Mr. Bördson.”
Bodene said. He tried altering his posture in the chair to see the
man's face beneath the brim of his hat.
“I
pay you another time. No kids.”
“Did
someone get you to church?”
“No,
kids too easy. It's insult.”
“Your
past debt, plus five thousand.”
Kohn drank his whiskey in one gulp and turned the glass over looking at his thimbles through its semi-clean surface.
"Booze illegal to everyone but you? Its broad daylight for Pete's sake."
Kohn drank his whiskey in one gulp and turned the glass over looking at his thimbles through its semi-clean surface.
"Booze illegal to everyone but you? Its broad daylight for Pete's sake."
“Each,” said Kohn.
"Pardon?"
"Five thousand," he put his glass down, "each."
"Pardon?"
"Five thousand," he put his glass down, "each."
Before
he could complain, Kohn raised his head and his black Stetson making
the full gaze of his expression visible to Bodene. His thimbled
fingers made a galloping motion, threatening to strike the barroom
table, only coming close.
“Okay,
okay, five thousand each,” Bodene relented.
Kohn's
unchanged face told him that the deal, and the conversation, were
done.
“I'm
hungry.” Billy said.
Ruby
woke up to her little brothers voice. She was cold, like it was fall.
She couldn't make out much through the open box car door. She pulled
her mama's shawl tight around her shoulders and went to the door.
When she looked up she could see stars but right in front of her it
was as black and nothin'. The line between the two was a jagged line
of rock that wavered up and down with the motion of the train. They
were next to some sort of rock face only a few feet from the tracks.
The rock face fell away and she could see further. Ruby took a
breath. The air was perfumed with pine and the sweetness of a blossom
she did not know. For the first time in her life, the horizon did not
make a straight line. Its silhouette climbed and fell in peaks and
valleys.
They
were in the mountains.
She thought of a dancer she had seen on a trip to
Omaha. Ruby had seen pictures of mountains in a National Geographic
at Doc Fox's house, and now she was there. She wished for daylight.
“I'm
hungry Ruby,” he repeated.
She
reached into her bag and broke off a hard piece of biscuit. Billy
held it close to his face in the dark, made a face and threw it out
of the open box car.
“What
are you doin'! That's our food you little...”
“I
want eggs!”
She
wanted to hit him. Then she saw the faint glisten of a tear on his
cheek. She drew him to her.
“I
know, so do I.”
Kohn
stood on the tracks. He looked East, then West. He bent down and held a handful of gravel in his hand. He got up and strolled to the
station. His thimbles drummed on the ticket window until a frail
old man emerged.
“Yes?”
“Grand
Junction,” Kohn said, "one way."
The
train started to slow in lurches and screeches.
“C'mon,”
said Ruby.
“We're
getting' off?” said Billy.
“There
ain't no food here. Sit on the edge.”
“But
we're still moving.”
“We
don't it's not just going to speed up again. Hold my hand.”
My
kids waited for what looked like a soft patch of land and jumped. No
patch of land is soft at fifteen miles an hour though and Ruby felt a
sharp pain as she hit.
As
their Papa, you'd think I'd be worried and fixin' on how I could help 'em, make 'em safe. I
can only observe, there's nothing I can do to help my children anymore. I'm not sure how to put it
in words for ya, but there is no fear for me anymore and with it went
away anything that could vex me. Might have made me crazy when I was walking the earth mortal like, but in the
split second before I died, all I could think was that I'd never see
my children again, that I broken my promise to Lottie. Yet there they
were; my precious children along side the tracks near Eldorado Springs
Colorado. Being with them, however it that be, was a blessing I'll never be able to find the right praise for.
Billy
remembered breaking his shoulder falling from the hay loft when he was a spot younger. Doc
Fox put his arm in a bed sheet so it hung from his neck. He fashioned
one for his sister out of his long johns.
“I
ain't wearing that thing.”
“Ruby,
you got to, you can't barely move it.”
“I
can't go 'round in your underwear.”
“It's
the only thing long enough to tie around your neck, less'n you wanna
tear up one of your dresses.”
He
had her there. “But what if someone sees.?”
Billy
looked around at the wilderness and back at his sister. She humph'd
started walking down the tracks.
“Why
you going that way?” he said, running to catch up. “That's
the way we came?”
“There
was a town, some houses. Maybe we can find a garden before someone
wakes up. Food or not, I'm just hopin' for a bed sheet on a clothesline so I can get
your smelly skivvies off me.”
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